I couldn’t wait in Lebanon for the results, so I came back to Dubai and my sister phoned me a few days later to tell me I had Stage 2 breast cancer. It was a shock, and I didn’t want to believe them. I had lost my mother to breast cancer and really couldn’t believe this was happening to me.
I visited seven oncologists to see what they would tell me, and what I would have to do. After seeing what my mother went through, I wanted to just go through one operation and one lot of chemo. I didn’t want to struggle because in previous years, my mother suffered with doctors. She had more than 4-5 operations. There were no advanced technologies in those days. She did her chemo in the US and left after four sessions because she missed her kids. She died when she was 45. She was diagnosed when she was 29 years old and she suffered all those years.
All of my treatment was done in Lebanon. I had to have two operations, and then eight chemotherapy sessions and 18 other injections every three weeks. The whole process was terrible but I am so proud of myself for beating cancer and getting through it. Cancer was a monster for me, and I wasn’t going to let this monster beat me.
Traveling after chemo was horrible. Recovering alone here in my apartment with no friends, no parents, no siblings and no support – that was the hardest thing. To lose my hair was a big shock. The doctor said I wouldn’t lose my hair, and we used a cooling cap that would freeze my head so that the chemo wouldn’t reach. After the third chemo session, I lost all of my hair.